Let you go

it’s hard to say goodbye,
it’s so sad to see how you disappeared,
i’m sad to have met you,
i ought to never allow you in.

i should never show you my heart,
i should never let you be part of me
i’m embarrassed to have exposed myself to you,
i feel humiliated to have let you know me.

i’m embarrassed to have let down my guard,
i want to tell you certain things,
i would like you to tell me what happened,
i would like you to be honest.

you were a phony,
you were the lie of life,
you were only an illusion,
i’m letting you go today.

i’m ending my misery today,
i’m leaving my enslavement behind today,
i know there’s something going on, but i’m not sure what,
i know you have something to say, but you’re a coward.

i know you’re lying, but you believe you’re not.
i want you to tell me,
i want you to explain,
i want you to be honest.