I see you

i see you every day,
and i give you my love
too fast,
too fast that it hurts.

i see you every hour,
every hour is painful,
and as much as i look for you,
your absence is present.

i see you every minute,
in my thoughts.
thoughts that i can’t
control.

every second, i see you.
in my dreams,
and my secrets
are declared

i see you.
but you don’t see me.
so i have to run away.
run away from you.

and because i gave you 
my love too quickly, 
it has to go today 
and forever.

it’s not coming back.