1. Pure
it is understood that love is pure,
but at what point was love defined as despotic?
accept to view daily marks
and have them as part of love
makes me a filth that is painful to explain
and makes me a broken insignificance difficult to repair,
no chance to be born again
in these difficult times
times where there is nothing else, there is no forgiveness, there is no compassion,
there is no time, time does not exist,
time died, time went away
away from everything, without being able to rescue it for a millisecond,
disappeared and never returned, will not return, no longer exists,
maybe never existed in the memory of filth
that was marked by despotic love
a sick love, that was never interpreted in the eyes of others
the others who were silent, the silence
that broke the purity of the one who was considered unclean
that heartbreaking silence that the new definition of ‘love’ granted
the silence that allowed the inexplicable marks to decipher and heal,
the impassivity that let time go and never return
and stop coexisting in hard times
that silence that ruined the definition of love and
left many victims on the streets, not knowing where to go
victims who wait for silence to express itself,
express itself in the midst of the manifestation, the manifestation that
neutralise lives and make known their voice, presence … impact
impact that has been made known by their actions
still the silence is not revealed, it hides
since it does not want to go out for fear of
being discovered and being judged by the
eternity and never to be remembered nor to be judged
pure love has completely faded
for the anxiety of the silence that has been kept secret
and there is no time to look for it
there is no repair of my person, my person has disappeared
just as the silence was absent and will not allow
reconstruction of my being, nor will I be born again
in this age, age where there is no longer forgiveness, compassion
and time.